Saturday, September 5, 2009

saying Goodbye is never been easy...


i can't believe i'm starting to write this blog in the early of September with another sad story...

But first of all, let me tell you beginning of it,
Well, i forgot the time but i think it's around 5 years ago, I got a Persian cat from my sis bf's friend. He preferred to raise a dog rather than a cat. I was offered to raise that cat. I said, ok. Couple days later, that cat was arrived @my house but it was placed inside a bag! that cat is terrified and shocked i guessed. But the moment i saw it, i knew that cat was never been raised in a happy place. That cat looked afraid and for the next couple days, that cat didn't want to be near people.

I named him, Bulu...my fams often called it bul bul...

year passes by...i loved bulu very much. Although Bulu was unlike the other Persian cat (because of before it was raised by my family, i doubt that it was taken care with love by the previous owner), but i'm pretty sure that bulu got all the love from my family.

I lost Bulu a couple times. He run away from my yard and escaped through the open fence. The longest gone is about three days and miraculously Bulu came back home!! i thought he never came back.

Bulu like some of extraordinary food. Besides cat food, Bulu like "tempe", "tahu", "chesee" :P...i loved when i see his eyes sparked every time that food is served.

Bulu was very close to my mom. He only obeyed my mom :) i like when i saw both of the in the morning. My mom was in the garden and watering the plants while Bulu stood near her, waiting for her to gave food.

Bulu like to sleep under the car on my yard, his favorite place and when me or member of my fams went home and opened the fence, he will showed up and followed us inside the house:)...

Last August, Bulu was sick, he looked thinner and didn't want to eat. On sunday midnite, his condition was very weak, he even could't walk. He just sleep and breathed very slowly. I cried that day and i thought i will lost him. I decided to take him to the vet clinic on 1.am in the morning. The vet said that it will be hard to save him :'(. I said that i will give the vet a shot to save my Bulu...

I'm supposed to see Bulu on Wed 2nd Sept, but i wanted to see him the night before...but suddenly it was raining heavily until midnight. That made me cancel the visit. I felt like something bad will happen to him, but i stayed optimist that he will be all right and will come home soon.

The next day i was sitting at my chair @ office trying to concentrate to my task. But i can't, and then i texted the vet to say that i will come that night and if Bulu needed the extension to stay at the clinic, i will paid for the bill also. Few minutes later, the vet said that bulu didn't survived. He suffered from diarrhea and also there were heart and lung's complication. Bulu's age also affected his resistances to the sickness. On 2nd of Sept, my beloved cat bulu has passed away T_T...after three days of struggling in the vet.clinic.

I saw his cute face for the last time T__T, he was buried in the vet clinic.

Bulu is more than a pet for my fams, he has brought happiness and laughter to my fams. It will be hard to replace him.

Although it's hard, i'm relieved that bulu didn't suffer in any longer time and i have done my best to save his life

Goodbye, Bulu... I Love You very much...

xoxo
ara

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